♥ Time waits for no man, death waits for everybody.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

The Past. @ 4:25 AM

I've been unactive in my blog, for too long.

It's not the last farewell ♥

Thursday, June 17, 2010

The Change. @ 6:34 PM

I suddenly reaslised why I'm so sad.
I don't understand why am I.
I should be enjoying life.
Not suffering from this misery.
Why do I keep having hallucinations at night ?
Is that a message from the future ?
Why do I keep thinking of you ?
There's so many ppl in Coral, but you ?
My smile & laugther decreased.
Smthn struck me hard on that day.
But I agreed to the terms that you made.
I should be free, but I'm feeling lonely.
This undescribeable feeling,
The mind, the body,
The cravings, the wishes,
It's just not enough.

I should be fine,
but why I'm not ?

Danial,
just smile (:

It's not the last farewell ♥

The Country. @ 8:07 AM

I miss Cambodia.

It's not the last farewell ♥

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The Point. @ 8:12 AM

It's been awhile since I post in my blog.
Kinda stress with a few stuff, thats why I didn't.
Family, friends, studies, environment are all affecting me ;
Unfinished album.
Money income.
Soccer tournaments.
Music remixes.
Family matters.
Studies for next term.
Friends thats unworthy.
& you.

I need a friend to talk for all of these probs.
I don't wanna post or write these feelings,
I wanna let it go.
I want to be free out of these,
I want freedom.
I want solution.
I want you.

I want to complete my 5 daily prayers.
I wanna smoothen my Quran readings.
I want Muslim knowledge badly.

Bottomline:
I failed my objectives as a muslim.

You:
I respect your decision.
I know its my fault, not talking with you anymore.
But I'm in great pain when you sent that MSG.
For me, that was the end.
Even the word 'friend', doesnt exist between us anymore.
I'm still feeling the pain, till today.
Whatever makes you happy, I do it for you.
Therefore, this is it.

Whats the point for me to continue living. Tell me.

It's not the last farewell ♥

Saturday, June 5, 2010

The Breakdown. @ 9:23 PM

There's nth to update really,
everyday is boring day for me.
Without you.

It's not the last farewell ♥

Thursday, May 27, 2010

The One. @ 2:29 AM

Speechless about it.
I was shocked.

It's not the last farewell ♥

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

The Emptyness. @ 8:09 AM

I'm out of words.
& upset too.

It's not the last farewell ♥